i don't know whether you'll still read my blog after all that has happened between us. but i'll hope you'll understand everthing i do.

this is the only way i can pour out my emotions as you know it, as i have told you before. though i may always blog about you, i never meant any harm and i definitely never wanted to blow anything up. i just needed somewhere to release my frustrations and emotions.

both of us are feeling the same way, but it seems like the only way we can find a solution to our problems is being away from each other.

this time it seems really serious, i don't know how long, but i pray that both of us will forget all the heartaches that has happened between us.

it really seems like i'm reliving year 2006 all over again.